Thursday 28 March 2019

City Sonnets - 13 and 14

Couple of light pieces of light entertainment, and, impressively, these are both actual cities


PARIS
I’m catching up on sport in Gaie Paris
Between the metro and the Gare du Nord.
I’m catching up on sport where’er I be
Wherever I be, je recherche le sport.
I’m checking on my phone to find the news
On boxing, cycling, football and the rest,
And if you have a charger I can use
I’ll keep myself continually abreast.

I’m in the queue for the Musee D’Orsay
But keep one eye across the test’s live feed.
Between Degas and Manet and Monet
I’m checking if they picked Adil Rashid.
I’m seeing how Spurs did, in the Notre-Dame –
I’m checking up on sport wherever I am.

GLASGOW
Of course, the singer told that joke about
His brother, the guitarist, which I’d read
In NME, and yet I laughed without
reserve, as if it was its first time said.
I went there with a headache and the band
Now so reviled suspended all my pain
And worry for two hours of overmanned
Guitar rock any cool kid would disdain.

The lads of Barrowlands threw beer and worse,
they roared and swelled at every chorus line,
and we shook out our soft limbs and immersed
ourselves in that blunt tune and that flat whine.
However I confine myself to tastemaker’s disgrace,
I’ll never be ashamed of the night I loved Embrace.

Wednesday 27 March 2019

City Sonnets - 11 and 12

Including a city


FRANKFURT
I flew to Frankfurt on the slate grey day
In August nineteen ninety-nine that great
eclipse of pre-millennial dismay
collapsed under its own aestival weight.
My flight was held by half a hopeful hour,
Yet still the blanket bathos did not break.
Wild heaven, let me at least glimpse your power.
My eyes looked up from reading about Nick Drake,

I craned from the cheap aisle seat at Heathrow
To see a cloud of, at best, doubtful hue.
I sighed “well here I am, well there you go,
You came, you went, you fizzled, good for you.”
Oh, Nick, you could have told me not to trust
In nature to be kind. No, nature’s just.

PITLESSIE
Picked parsley from the garden, once I knew
What parsley looked like … “just a fair-sized bunch”
She barked between her laughter. – “Look at you,
There’s nothing to you, take a proper lunch” -
So, soup with home-made melba toast, then roast
then some fruit pudding. I could eat, full well,
And, talking being what we both feared most,
I ate, and stayed politely in my shell.

I knew she was a sentry, for a far
And doting parent; she’d share notes by phone
while Staffies fussed, and when, at times, the haar
was near, that watch helped me feel less alone,
transported me beyond the fuss of life
inside the other bubbled fussy Fife.

Tuesday 26 March 2019

City Sonnets - 9 and 10

Not cities ... again ...


BENAVISTA
We heard the Madridistas in the flat
Above, who’d taught their boy to shriek with fear
When dancing devil Lionel Messi spat
Defenders from his footsteps. As he neared
The Real goal a fevered horror filled the air
Of Benavista (a place that rarely sparked
To life) and dozing discreet pilgrims shared
A shiver in the Andalusian dark.

We spotted cucarachas on our floor
On the third day. Our host’s indifferent smile
Made clear that to be shocked, or expect more
Was naïve, at best, at worst, dear guests, puerile.
The morning that we left we spotted ten
Dead demons on our floor – never again.


TAIZE
At twenty-two, I thought to find no peace
Among the Christians in the summer dust,
A muttering stranger who’d felt wonder cease
And spread that doctrine – mischief and distrust.
But even in one week, the silence took
A little, led me back from where I came,
Though then, I’d no foundations to be shook
And scarce residual apostatic shame.

I heard no God return, but think I saw
the ecumenical in truest shape,
and spoke my own still small voice, quietly sure
that I was safe in refuge and escape.
The final night, I knelt at last to share
A fellowship of hope, a common prayer.

Friday 22 March 2019

City Sonnets - 7 and 8

Two more ... fun times


DELPHI
The ghosts of Mount Parnassus hardly cope
With youthful crassicists, all Amstel breath
And Marlboro reds sneaked further down the slope.
“This is a place” their teacher says” of death
upturned, of prophecy, all history born”.
Now piqued, they drain retsinas and catch sleep.
With sore Pythian heads they greet the morn,
Pray for Apollo’s mercy then breathe … deep.

A race! the ancient stadium the site.
They scamper, kids again, the winner crowned,
His triumph brief as he regrets last night
And, oh the shame, can’t keep his dinner down.
Miasma mighty Delphi’s temple hereto has not known,
A sacrilegious offering that’s his and his alone.



CORK
Our mother grants us coke floats while we wait
In the back garden. “Late …”, she frowns and sighs.
But we’re holiday-happy, dodge the bait
‘Til your old blue Granada at last arrives.
We cross from Fishguard to Rosslare; at night
I mark the unknown hours and trace the wake.
We breach the rebel county at first light -
You’re back, and we’ve a heritage to make.

Red carpets, the Glenavon, shabby grand
Up steep Cork city streets for scattered rest,
We’re breakfast connoisseurs at once, this land
Of puddings white and black put to our test.
We roam the land with the most Irish man you’ve ever known
Our father art in heaven – and that week, that heaven’s home.

Wednesday 20 March 2019

City Sonnets - 5 and 6

I just changed the blog to this font. I like it. It's a much better font.

Here are two more sonnets ... there's going to be flippin' loads of them ... when i get an idea, I run it to exhaustion


RIO DE JANEIRO
A photo cheaply printed on a plate
On Corcovado of a squinting boy
In baseball cap and shorts, stood stiffly straight,
His hands held down in front, a gesture coy
And quite mysterious to the man himself
Many years later, dusting souvenirs
And rearranging memories on the shelf
Of unconsidered moments through the years.

And then he gets it! Those unbending arms
Which point to hell with such a narrowing
Raw sense of shame are cowed by the wide stance
Of the Redeemer overshadowing.
No mimicry, no imagery allowed –
The boy observant, arms cast down, head bowed.

ST ANDREWS
That day you drove me in, the town was lapped
In the late summer light, and I was hooked
In love with it for good. Those four years trapped
By old stone on the ledge of the East Neuk
Awash with Pringle, Callaway and beer,
I was abuzz with rainless blasts of wind
Imbued with ancient messages of fear
For callow youths who wouldn’t know they’d sinned.

That day, as planes of Leuchars roared above,
you told of childhood Elie holidays,
the sea, the castle, Old Course all at once
ransacked my breath and ever held my gaze.
Years later, from Rule’s Tower, I looked back the way
And saw us, happy-sad, that late September day.

Monday 18 March 2019

City Sonnets - 3 and 4

Here are two more - they really aren't cities but there we go ...


ARDMORE
 The churn of Loch a Chadh-fi births the choir
Of mocking zombies singing out the old
East German National Anthem, while the gyre
Behind the motor calls him to its cold
Unspoken danger, like the siren pool
At Caldbeck, three years earlier, pulling down
In quiet and plain sight, wondering wryly who’ll
play hero, as he meekly learns to drown.

Then dessicated on Foinaven’s ridge
He gasps and pukes up trickles; now he’s tied
to Lowther, three years earlier, hears the bridge
and chorus, singing “look on the bright side”.
Of life and death, so glibly and so soon
he’s forced to learn a fragment of his tune.

KABALE
The rainy season’s certainties laid bare,
Kabale fizzed. I felt like I could see
The bottom half of Africa, and there
I tell you I was brave. Then look at me
Alone and walking roads all burnt and white
For miles untroubled by my superpower,
A person among persons in plain sight
Half-caked in mud, parboiled in each fresh shower

McManaman! He cried, McManaman!
the hotel TV snapped me back, and I
was never quite so brave or true again
so wholly, firmly lost under the sky.
McManaman!, months later, home and hosed,
An echo, just a ghost, a chapter closed.

Friday 15 March 2019

City Sonnets - 1 and 2


This is my next thing I've been doing/am doing. I thought I'd write 14 city sonnets, because I thought it would be nice to practise a form, with a set subject, and be limited by that.

The thing is, the second one I wrote wasn't actually about an actual city, and then when I'd done 14, I saw that a lot of them could be better so I thought I'd write more to see if i could get 14 satisfactory ones, and I've sort of expanded to almost any "place" I've been to.

It's curiously addictive, and of course, for me, it's nice to get in touch with a memory and shape it into something - though these are not all, of course, wholly true memories.

Some of the memories/stories, such as they are, would be better served by a different form, but packing it into 14 lines is good for me to practise

I don't really know how to lay these out, or which ones are good or not....

I'll post two at a time ...


STOCKHOLM
A giant spider of tight islands hides
Its secrets in the dazzling open cold,
A city which both authors and abides,
Preserves its shipwrecks, spins it woes to gold.
We keep on crossing bridges till we’ve found
Ourselves back at the start, with emptied hands
Which paid to hear the treasure in each sound
and leave each relic breathing, where it stands.

Such grandeur! fostered opulence at each
Clear corner. I can see in every hall
that some fresh masterpiece is within reach,
and free? Hardly …but … equally free for all …
We caught the train to Gothenburg before midday
But it grew dark as soon as we were on our way.

BIRMINGHAM
“We’re mostly here for company” she said
Though I had hardly asked. I was impressed
Nevertheless, and since my faith was dead,
Almost, in any case, pleased she’d not dressed
This rigmarole in pretty gilded lies.
The Scottish vicar (bitter, hairy) drank
His share of lunchtime brandy, thought it wise
To whizz us round the ring road (his car stank

Of fags and God, of course) to Sellyoak,
Where I devised a method, in one week,
To hold a mirror to the stifling smoke
And plot, at least, a comfort I could seek.
Apostasy, my honour and my friend,
In Birmingham where missions go to end.