Saturday 13 June 2020

100 Books

I've now read 100 works of fiction since August 2018 - hurray for me - so I thought I'd give an update.

I've slowed down a lot since August 2019, when I last checked in. I'd read around 70 by then, so by that reckoning my rate has roughly halved. Reasons for this - I've watched a bit more TV and film, I've found it harder to find short novels and have read more long and complex works (still nothing above 400 pages though ...); also, I suppose my reading fervour has subsided somewhat.

Still, having said that, when I look at the updated "favourites" list below, several of those at the top are from the last few months. Perhaps the extra time has meant I've savoured them more. Who knows?

After I'd read about 10 books or so, I looked at it and saw that they were mainly by men, and so, thought, I'd try not to make them all by men. With me, as soon as a thought like that enters my head, it usually ends up being quite strict, so I've generally tried to make it 50/50. Just in the last few, I've actually read more by women, so now it's 53/47, though looking at what's on my shelf for future reading, that will likely be evened up soon.

That has not just been a worthy task, but actually a reflection of the fact I've found, probably, and without being sure, that I'm more likely to prefer books by women - or rather I'm less likely to find them slightly annoyingly hard work. It may be a thing that 'great' male authors are slightly more determined to put their writerly stamp on a book and impress you with their cleverness. That may be a thing.

Here's the list then in order of preference. I realise this is a heathen act and hope will be taken in the spirit intended. Not as judgement, more simply, the order in which I'd recommend reading them to a person who I knew to have the exact same taste as me.

There are vanishly few I actively disliked - I just don't see the point of that. There may've been times I thought "get on with it", "all right, chill out" or "why can't all novels have uniformly 10-15 page chapters, be 200 pages long and laid out in a nice medium size font", but I have liked nearly all of the books listed.

Some of those lower on the list are harshly placed - I remember enjoying them at the time, but they just haven't stayed with me quite as much as some others.

So please don't take the order seriously.


  1. The Green Road - Anne Enright
  2.  Riddley Walker - Russell Hoban
  3.  Normal People – Sally Rooney
  4.  Their Brilliant Careers: The Fantastic Lives of Sixteen Extraordinary Australian Writers - Ryan O'Neill
  5.  The Good Soldier - Ford Madox Ford
  6.  Autumn - Ali Smith
  7.  The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie - Muriel Spark
  8.  Go Tell it on the Mountain - James Baldwin
  9.  Days Without End - Sebastian Barry
  10.  Home Fire - Kamila Shamsie
  11.  The Sense of an Ending – Julian Barnes
  12.  I Heard the Owl Call My Name - Margaret Craven
  13.  An Artist of the Floating World – Kazuo Ishiguro
  14.  Under the Net – Iris Murdoch
  15.  A Month in the Country – JL Carr
  16.  Sula – Toni Morrison
  17.  Hawksmoor – Peter Ackroyd
  18.  The Vegetarian - Han Kang
  19.  Pale Fire - Vladimir Nabokov
  20.  Purple Hibiscus - Chimamanda Ngozie Adichie
  21.  Chronicle of a Death Foretold - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
  22.  The Wall - John Lanchester
  23.  Winter  - Ali Smith
  24.  Their Eyes Were Watching God - Zora Neale Hurston
  25.  I Who Have Never Known Men- Jacqueline Harpman
  26.  Swimming Home - Deborah Levy
  27.  Actress - Anne Enright
  28.  Spring - Ali Smith
  29.  Quartet in Autumn - Barbara Pym
  30.  The Quiet American – Graham Greene
  31.  The Gathering – Anne Enright
  32.  Regeneration - Pat Barker
  33.  Mrs Palfrey at the Claremont - Elizabeth Taylor
  34.  Hotel du Lac - Anita Brookner
  35.  Conversations with Friends – Sally Rooney
  36.  Nutshell – Ian McEwan
  37.  Train to Pakistan – Khushwant Singh
  38.  The Beginning of Spring – Penelope Fitzgerald
  39.  The End of the Affair - Graham Greene
  40.  Eileen - Ottessa Moshfegh
  41.  A Room With a View - EM Forster
  42.  A Severed Head - Iris Murdoch
  43.  The Noise of Time – Julian Barnes
  44.  The Little Sister – Raymond Chandler
  45.  Exit West - Mohsin Hamid
  46.  Everything Under - Daisy Johnson
  47.  History of Wolves - Emily Fridlund
  48.  Ghost Wall – Sarah Moss
  49.  Hot Milk – Deborah Levy
  50.  An American Marriage - Tayari Jones
  51.  Train Dreams - Denis Johnson
  52.  From a Calm and Narrow Sea – Donal Ryan
  53.  The Ghost Road - Pat Barker
  54.  Moon Tiger – Penelope Lively
  55.  Seize the Day - Saul Bellow
  56.  The End We Start From - Megan Hunter
  57.  Songdogs - Colum McCann
  58.  Ethan Frome - Edith Wharton
  59.  The Man Who Saw Everything - Deborah Levy
  60.  The Postman Always Rings Twice - James Cain
  61. 13 Ways of Looking - Colum McCann
  62.  Stay With Me - Ayobami Adebayo
  63.  How to be Both - Ali Smith
  64.  Amsterdam – Ian McEwan
  65.  In Our Mad and Furious City - Guy Gunaratne
  66.  Wide Sargasso Sea – Jean Rhys
  67.  My Sister, the Serial Killer - Oyinkan Braithwaite
  68.  The Ghost Writer - Philip Roth
  69.  Midwinter Break – Bernard MacLaverty
  70.  Of Mice and Men – John Steinbeck
  71.  The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
  72.  Tin Man - Sarah Winman
  73.  The Italian Girl - Iris Murdoch
  74.  Giovanni's Room - James Baldwin
  75.  So Long, See You Tomorrow - William Maxwell
  76.  Heatwave - Penelope Lively
  77.  The Forgotten Waltz – Anne Enright
  78.  The Sun Also Rises - Ernest Hemingway
  79.  The Buddha in the Attic - Julie Otsuka
  80.  In a Free State - VS Naipaul
  81.  Slaughterhouse-Five – Kurt Vonnegut
  82.  Girl - Edna O'Brien
  83.  Queenie - Candice Carty-Williams
  84.  The Old Man and the Sea – Ernest Hemingway
  85.  Sing, Unburied, Sing – Jesmyn Ward
  86.  Siddhartha - Herman Hesse
  87.  Home - Toni Morrison
  88.  Heartburn - Nora Ephron
  89.  Weather - Jenny Offill
  90.  Scoop - Evelyn Waugh
  91.  Grief is a Thing with Feathers - Max Porter
  92.  The Body Artist – Don DeLillo
  93.  Rabbit, Run - John Updike
  94.  Oranges are not the Only Fruit - Jeanette Winterson
  95.  The Awakening - Kate Chopin
  96.  The Fall - Albert Camus
  97.  The Order of the Day - Eric Vuillard
  98.  A Day in the Life of Ivan Denisovich – Alexander Solzhenitsyn
  99.  ness - Robert MacFarlane and Stanley Donwood
  100.  The Crying of Lot 49  - Thomas Pynchon


Monday 1 June 2020

Song 88: Ol' Man River

I have been planning to write about Ol’ Man River, as part of this intermittent series, since late March, when there was a nightly series on Radio 3, lasting a week, wherein people took turns to expound on the life of Paul Robeson through the prism of one particular song. It fell to his granddaughter Susan Robeson to talk about the song with which he is most associated, Ol’ Man River. https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/m000gw72

I have not written about it until now, for a couple of linked reasons. Around that time, I heard from my friend Stephen that Basil Moss, the man with whom I associate the song as strongly as with Robeson, was ill, probably with coronavirus. Later in April, an idea hatched within the WhatsApp group of the Friends of the Meetings of the Christian Union of St Paul’s School, of which I am a former member, to hold a virtual “sing-song”. I thought this a great idea, though not without my fears and reservations, many of them linked to what I felt about, and what Susan Robeson said about, Ol’ Man River.

It’s the 1st of June, Bas has recovered from his illness, and he participated last night in the Virtual Sing-Song, which was a triumph and, at times, an emotional tour de force beyond which it was conceivable to hope.

I have had a lot of thoughts about the song and the sing-song and all manner of other things since last night. I’m going to try and put them all down. It won’t be short. Sometimes, in keeping with the day job, when I write about a topic, I cannot resists drawing in every conceivable connection, every detail which embellishes the tale, however self-indulgent. Apologies in advance for when I stray from the straight and narrow path.

So here goes …

I’ll start with the song itself, and with Robeson. I’ve known Ol’ Man River most of my life. I think we were taught it in our singing lessons within the music block of Colet Court, the prep school of St Paul’s. It’s a memorable song, and very hard to sing, so that would make sense.

I was dimly aware of Paul Robeson through my early childhood, that he was a black singer with a deep voice who sang this song. Rather like Alfred the Great and cakes, Rosa Parks and buses, Gary Pratt and run-outs (hoho), he is a person of considerable range reduced in popular consciousness to one story, to one thing. If that.

I became fascinated by him, finding out that there was far, far more to him than one song, early on in my time at university. My guess is that it was 1998, when I was 19 or 20, as that would be the 100th anniversary of his birth, and the BBC showed a couple of excellent documentaries about his life and work.

I was already, through the usual pathways, somewhat aware of and interested in the history of civil rights – I’d read some Martin Luther King, read biographies of Muhammad Ali, had a passing knowledge of post-colonial Africa developed through my gap year in Kenya, a lifelong love of West Indies cricket, was a Dylan fan etc. I was stunned by where Robeson fitted into this narrative – by how famous, and how global, he’d been, how multitalented he was, how he’d then been persecuted, shut down and destroyed.

I was, no doubt, also interested in Robeson because of how much I loved Ol’ Man River, the Basil Moss version.

I first went to a Christian Union Summer House Party in August 1991. I wrote, three years ago, in detail about it here. https://101songs.blogspot.com/2017/06/misspent-youth.html It was life-changing. It remains life-defining, more than two decades since I stopped believing in God.

Basil was one of the leaders,  along with the likes of John Beastall, Gordon Couch and Andrew Puddifoot. He was in his mid-50s then, he's in his mid-80s now.

100s, no, 1000s of boys who passed through St Paul’s School will have stories about how these men guided and encouraged them, cast light on the sometimes dark and gloomy path of adolescence, of their trying to help us develop the best version of ourselves. I'll focus on Basil now, because of Ol' Man River, but I could just as well write about Tub Beastall or Gordon.

Anyway, here is a brief story about Bas, to which he is almost incidental. It’s such a small story, but, I think, so indicative of how he, and the House Parties, were a power of great good. It is a memory that has stayed with me for almost 30 years. 

It was the second or third day of my first House Party. I had enjoyed it very much so far. I had turned up, 13 years old, the summer before I was going to enter the big school. I had no idea what to expect. I didn’t know many people. People were kind, seemed genuinely interested in me and pleased I was there (little did they know …)

I was walking, in the morning, past the cricket nets at Clayesmore School, to play the daily cricket/rounders-like game of Podex (I seem to recall I’d already made a GRRREAT impression on the first day by throwing a hissy fit because I didn’t think I was out …). I was wearing some horrendously garish Bermuda shorts. I was already mired in the pit of self-consciousness and worrying about popularity that bedevils nearly every teenhood. I heard a couple of older boys behind me laughing “look at those shorts!”

I still remember that instant of dread, and of sadness, “Oh well, it was good while it lasted, I guess they all try to be nice for a couple of days and then normal behaviour resumes …”. I cast a furtive look round, only to see it was not me the boys were laughing at – it was Bas, laughing along himself, in an even more ludicrous pair of shorts …

That’s it. Not much of a story. But if I were to describe the genius of Bas, and Tub, Puddy and the rest, it was that they happily made themselves the targets of all that cruelty, all those barbs and piss-takes and sharp jokes, that teenage boys have, that they need to have to get by; the elders made themselves the targets, and defused the cruelty. You could say whatever you liked to them, and if you were saying it to them, you probably weren’t viciously punching down, just harmlessly punching up.

It wasn’t perfect … as years went by, even on House Parties, there could be meanness and unpleasantness. I also sometimes wonder if developing a world where you all communicate, become friends and comrades, via irony and “banter”, while being all good in itself, perhaps doesn’t prepare you for other worlds, where straight talk is valued above all, and where words which are not intended to be cruel are nevertheless received as cruel.

But that is another issue, really … certainly not much to do with Ol’ Man River (or perhaps it is, as I’ll get to).

Back to the song … the song’s the thing.

Bas was, amongst other things, a professional actor, musician, singer. He’d play the piano every night at sing-song. The songs were a long-developed selection from children’s song, British and Irish folk songs, music hall, the American songbook, hymns, spirituals, protest songs. Usually someone (either a very good, or actively, gleefully bad, singer) would sing a solo, and then a boy would hold up the words, and we’d all sing along.

Not everyone loved sing-song. For the more introspective, less bantery, hail-fellow, types, it was a bit much. I came to love most of it. I had a few problems. Even as a teenager, I couldn’t be doing with Jerusalem, which was sung on the last night. I was not an English patriot, and one of the things I loved so much about CU is that it generally kept itself distant from the establishment idea of the church. It was warm, open and ecumenical. I couldn’t see why we were singing a patriot song, however nuanced the words of Jerusalem actually are. It wasn’t sung with nuance. It felt intrusive to me, like when I heard the National Anthem playing at the end of the recording of Dylan’s 1966 Manchester Trade Hall concert,

And I couldn’t be doing with Swing Low, Sweet Chariot. A rugby song, An English rugby song. I don’t even recall how aware I was at the time of how and why it had been co-opted by English rugby fans in the 80s, a black spiritual sung by jolly white fans when England started to have a few black players.

Recently it emerged that the song was first sung by rugby fans at the 1987 Middlesex Sevens https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-51646140 (which, funnily enough, I’m pretty certain I attended with my Irish father) in celebration of Martin Offiah.

It had long been thought, however, that it was first sung by England fans in 1988 when the black winger Chris Oti scored a hat-trick of tries against Ireland. Here’s a thing, and I’m sorry to drop this in now, but this is very much a part of the tale – another association I have with Chris Oti was talking to another Old Pauline grandee (who, I should stress, had nothing to do with the Christian Union) at a dinner in the mid-90s, him describing being at a rugby match, seeing someone who he thought was Chris Oti, and describing him as a “mouthy little n___”.

I remember the words, of course, but more than that, I remember how he told me, drawing me in, looking around furtively, giving a half-smile and then saying it in a half-whisper, making me his conspirator, as if to say… “I know you’re not meant to say it these days, but we’re all men here” … that kind of thing.

That’s how English racism works, isn’t it? Just … just … below the surface … at fancy dinners, in taxis, in country pubs, in driving lessons, from people doing your garden, on drunken nights … those moments when people judge they can let their guard down and say something, you know, a bit racist. People who’d be outraged if you said they were racist. Which I didn’t/don’t tend to … because I’m a bit weak, because I hope a raised eyebrow is enough to stop them in their tracks without causing a scene.

It probably seems like off-topic now, like I’m miles away from that Ol’ Man River. But I don’t think I am.

Back to Basil, Basil singing Ol’ Man River. The most wonderful sight. Apart from playing the piano, Bas would indulge us, each House Party, with two show tunes, Mack the Knife and Ol’ Man River. They were the highlight of sing-song. The performance, the quiet start, the build-up, the vein-popping, note-stretching finale. We would erupt, every time, like it was the first and best song we’d ever heard.

Ol’ Man River was written by the great Jerome Kern (music) and Oscar Hammerstein (lyrics), two white men, for the 1927 Broadway musical Show Boat. They wrote it with Paul Robeson in mind, though he didn’t play the part of Joe until the London premiere in 1928, then the 1932 Broadway musical, then, famously, the 1936 film version.

It is not a spiritual, it is a show tune. It has been sung down the years by many people, black and white, including Bing Crosby, Frank Sinatra and, bizarrely, The Beach Boys. I think its provenance makes it fair enough, a universal song, but you still have to be careful.

It is sung from the point of view of a poor black man in the American south. In its original version, it contains lyrics that Robeson himself became uncomfortable singing (I would listen to Susan Robeson’s 15-minute lecture to find out more about this, if you have the time).

As I said, I was worrying about this virtual sing-song. I was worrying about what people, these days, call the optics. About us as a group of mainly white men from a public school at this time of terrible, oppressive racism. I was worrying not just about Ol’ Man River but one or two other songs, and the general vibe. I worried that what might have begun as a recollection of an innocent, beautiful sense of community and the joy of singing, down several decades, might -  right now, in 2020, in the awful world we are living in right, right now, as it is more incumbent on white people, white men, posh white men than ever, to know who they are, know what it is ok and not ok for them to say and do if they don’t want to be on the wrong side of history - look naïve at best, tone deaf and offensive at worst.

I am glad I worried, because I think the joy of how it actually happened moved me all the more as a consequence.

The idea of the sing-song belonged to Sam Peters, and he co-ordinated it. I’ve known Sam since September 1986, our first week at Colet Court, me wearing the blue “getting-to-know-you” badge of 1B, him wearing the red badge of 1C, his badge, I still recall, saying Samuel Peters. I remember the whole year group having a running race in the first PE lesson, me near the front and desperately looking around to see who my rivals were, seeing who might stop me being the best at sport, seeing tall, orange-haired Sam was one of them.

Sam was the leader of most of the sports teams, to my occasional chagrin. It wasn’t much of a rivalry per se, pretty much a no-contest. I do recall, though, funnily enough, after our 10 years of school together, after he’d been captain of cricket and me secretary, and we were captains of Podex teams on the 1996 Summer House Party, both getting to the final, me playing a joyless, humourless, attritional captain's role throughout the tournament, and with a pronounced determination to get one over on him and his now legendary "Found on Uranus" team ....

Having restricted them in the field and pottering along nicely with the bat, almost like we were oblivious England in the mid-90s, I ran myself out for 15, and we fell a few runs short… oh you cruel gods, deserting me in my hour of need … not that I harbour and dwell on the details at all …

Anyway: Sam put the sing-song together. I’d express my occasional concern to Stephen about the potential for misjudgement, and he’d say “It’ll be ok. Trust Sam”, which I by and large did (though not without lingering worries). I have admired the work Sam has done as a sports journalist, pioneering concerns regarding concussive injuries in contact sports. It brought to my mind a repeated CU ethos of “whatever area you go into, do good in it”.

The sing-song was, largely, pre-recorded performances – Wonderful World, Hallelujah, House of the Rising Sun etc.

Sam appeared on the screen to introduce the next track. He talked about the legend of Bas and Ol’ Man River and said there was only one other person among us who could do justice to Bas’s performance, and that was his great friend Rory.

In the time since the sing-song was first announced, Rory’s sister Karina has died from coronavirus https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2020/may/12/rory-kinnearsister-protect-vulnerable-coronavirus-rory-kinnear He wrote this widely-shared, searing, moving tribute for the Guardian, and has also, lately, appeared on Radio 4 to read from it. It will, I’m sure, be seen as one of the great testaments of this time, of the value and the joy of life, the need for a more caring and compassion country to emerge from this morass. The sing-song had, fittingly, been announced as raising funds for Roy Kinnear House.

Rory introduced his own performance, paid a wonderful tribute to Basil, the words of which I’m quite sure we all felt resonate deeply within ourselves,  and then made wry reference to Bas singing such a song for 100-odd white boys - defusing any worries I, or anyone else had about tone and any lack of self-awareness. Of course, of course, they’d get it right. CU always got it right.

He sang it beautifully. I would post a video but I do not think it is my place to.

Then … as if that wasn’t enough … we cut to Bas, in the present day, thanking Rory and then, wonderfully, a video of himself singing it, on a House Party, from 2008. There was not a dry eye in my shed, and I doubt there were many watching the 140 or so laptops on that zoom call.
This is the memory of the House Party I will keep. The profound good in it. The refuge from the world. I can confuse my memory sometimes by marking it down as a naïve, oblivious good, the good that rich kids on holiday can afford to be. It was a huge part of my life from 1991 to 1998, but those were different times, less troubled times, also less aware/woke times. What is “good” looks different these days. It is more urgent, more necessary, it has a greater enemy.

But I am wrong if I ever think the House Parties and the CU drifted casually over the top of the world. We learnt so much there. It’s there we were encouraged to go out and make a difference in the world, there we were encourage to see all people as equal, there we had serious talks about gay rights, women priests, inequality, faith in action. I cast my eyes over the 100-odd faces I saw again last night, most though not all familiar to me, and wondered at the work those boys have done, the number of teachers, doctors, of charity workers, of priests, of creative people, of good people, people who have lived it well.

It is so important that pockets of good exist in settings that are not entirely good. For me, the CU was not just my refuge, it was the place where I was able to try and figure out, on my own terms, how to be good. Public schools are not, generally, good places. Even if just in the sense that they’re places of inequality, ambition, unchecked privilege, cruelty and excessive striving. Even if it’s just that, which it’s not.

Over the past few years, terrible stories have emerged of abuse from both private schools I attended, St Benedict’s, Ealing, and St Paul’s, of longstanding abuse, systemic and non-systemic, which goes to the very heart of the corruption of power and killing of innocence. That has combined with stories in the wider media about TV stars, musicians, politicians etc to make it very hard to take any part of our childhood memories on trust.

But I trust the CU. I trust it now, I trust my memories of it. It emerged untainted, as anyone connected with it would know it would, from the widespread investigation into abuse at St Paul’s. That is important.

I thought about my own path to a good life, and the bumps in it. I left school with the best intentions, I volunteered, I donated, I aimed to embark on a career as a teacher. I was terrible at it. It is a revelation when you realise that, despite theoretical good intentions, you are simply not suited to the vocational “good” life and you will do more harm than good if you pursue it.

In those years of my early 20s, though no longer a believer, I’d still sometimes go to church at St Michael’s, Barnes, just for the routine and the chat, really …

I’d thought I stopped going in about 2003, but I remembered this morning being at Basil’s to watch the final morning of the first test of the 2005 Ashes (England tumbling to a defeat which would, of course, be a glorious red herring). This is just after my PGCE in primary teaching ended in defeat and disenchantment, feeling as far from an idea of a clue of what to do and where to be as I’ve ever been.

It strikes me that, at that point, I made the journey from Clapham to Barnes on a Sunday morning to find comfort in the familiar. It strikes me that that was also the Sunday after the 21/7 failed tube bombings, which were themselves just two weeks after the 7/7 bombs. London was a shaken city then, I knew where I wanted to be, where I’d find some sense and solace.

It strikes me too that, in the lost period of months that followed, I took comfort and kept a sense of self-worth with the weekly pub quiz at the Fox in Putney with various CU alumni, which, of course, would lead (thou) me on, by purest chance, to a job and to where I am now. Mysterious ways, eh?

Sing-song influenced my taste in music. For sure. The rage of protest, the storytelling of folk and the grandeur of the spirituals. I think the meaning and context of a lot of the songs was lost on most of us – We Shall Not be Moved, We Shall Overcome, Blowin’ in the Wind, All My Trials, even Ol’ Man River.

Songs which burn with meaning to this day, right now. I think about Robeson, who was not, in general, a songwriter. I think about him, uncomfortable with some of the lyrics to Ol’ Man River, changing them for his concert performances, removing the n-word, changing the finale to one of perseverance not weariness. And this … he changed the lyric “You gets a little drunk and you lands in jail” to “you show a little grit and you lands in jail”. Have a think about that. The well-meaning white songwriters, characterising how and why a poor black man might land himself in jail, and Robeson, the black singer, saying “no, this is how a black man lands in jail in America. You show a little grit”. Fucking hell.

Robeson’s not famous, not really. I know he’s not. I have struggled with the irony over the last 15 years that, in my job as a question writer, I have been unable to write one mass-appeal question about the man who is one of my greatest heroes, who I consider the most talented, interesting man of the 20th century.

I tried to include him in one of our regular picture rounds but was talked out of it by my colleagues saying “we’ve no idea who he is, people will have no idea who he is”. That’s fame, a funny kind of fruit tree.

Where’s the equivalent in the modern age? It’s this – imagine if Dwayne “The Rock” Johnson, right now, started supporting Antifa [if Antifa-rage is anti-Farage, it’s alright with me, eh, amirite?] and the CIA and the FBI conspired to remove all his films from the cinema, to stop him appearing on talk shows, stopped him, dare I say it … cooking, and, if then, in 25 years, no one had a damn clue who Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson, apart from maybe for singing ‘You’re Welcome” in ‘Moana’.

There’s a sense in which, for leftist Robeson fans like myself, there’s a myth which has built up which actually undermines itself. I once bought a vast, 900-page biography of him which I gave up on halfway through, not so much because of its density but because I still carried round with me the idea that my heroes should be supermen and saints, and was disappointed to discover that Robeson was not, after all, the greatest ever sportsman, greatest academic, greatest politician, greatest husband, greatest actor, greatest singer … just a fair chunk of most of those things, more than anyone has a right to be, but not entirely.

There’s a notion, which certainly has truth in it,  that he’s not remembered because he was expunged from history, and that a sinister plot still exists, that he’s still, with his Communist links, more of a persona non grata in American history than MLK, Malcolm X, Muhammad Ali.

That idea gained some credence in my head a few years ago, when I read that Steve McQueen’s next project after ’12 Years a Slave’ was going to be a biopic of Robeson starring Chiwetel Ejiofor (an alumnus of the same Dulwich College as the abominable Farage, incidentally)  – but the project, as a feature film has not come to fruition … maybe, I wondered blithely, ‘cos of the CIA? … Probably not.

Perhaps the project, as a feature film,was just too daunting. Instead, McQueen made the excellent ‘Widows’ as his next movie, and has made a video project and given a series of talks on Robeson. In one such talk, where he shares the stage with Cornel West (who’s had a lot of prominence for this powerful interview with Anderson Cooper this week https://www.realclearpolitics.com/video/2020/05/29/cornel_west_america_is_a_failed_social_experiment_neoliberal_wing_of_democratic_party_must_be_fought.html) McQueen, an old boy of Drayton Manor where I learnt to play violin badly on a Saturday morning, incongruously, deliciously, on a New York stage, refers to his childhood home as “Ealing, Queen of the Suburbs” (take that, Barnes!).

So, the Hollywood treatment eludes Robeson. He remains a minority figure. There was a Manic Street Preachers song about him in 2001, ‘Let Robeson Sing’, which was pretty, but more than a bit clunky lyrically. I’ve enjoyed the fact that, in concert, they have sung it with one of my latter day heroes, Gruff Rhys of Super Furry Animals https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zew24i9O47I

I might also note that I bumped into Rory K at a pub in Brixton in 2015 before we were both heading to attend this Super Furry Animals gig at the Academy. https://101songs.blogspot.com/2015/05/super-furry-animals-at-brixton-academy.html
Bit of Furries at sing-song would go down a treat, by the way. 

Connections, connections, here are some more. Robeson was the first black man to play Othello in London in the 20th century in 1930. Kinnear was acclaimed for his Iago, opposite Adrian Lester, in 2013.  More tangentially, I note, remembering Bas singing ‘Mack the Knife’ that Rory played Macheath in a 2016 production of ‘The Threepenny Opera’. I am unable to confirm if John Beastall’s ‘Teddy Bears Picnic’ coincides with, or inspired, any of his stage appearances.

Robeson’s ‘Othello’ was, I believe, politely, but not overwhelmingly received (more renowned now for the affair he had with his Desdemona, Dame Peggy Ashcroft). Though it is convenient to suppose his fame hasn’t lasted because of some great anti-socialist plot, the reasons may be more prosaic.

Perhaps they are twofold: 1.  maybe not all of his art has lasted that well, perhaps he was ill-served by most of the films he starred in, and perhaps the recordings of his songs are a little grainy for modern tastes 2. perhaps, in terms of the fame that came the way of the likes of Ali, MLK and Malcolm X, Robeson, who foreshadowed them as global black icon, just missed the (show)boat, or rather the boat missed him. He was famously visited in Harlem in the 1960s by leaders of the civil rights moment and asked to get involved in a muted, neutered form, which he furiously refused to do.

It is well known that Robeson was in ill health, physical and mental, for the latter part of his life – it is probable that if he’d been prominent in the struggle in the 60s, his fame would have lasted to a far greater extent.

Who knows …

There was certainly a large extent to which it was his uncomfortable affiliation with Soviet Russia in the 1940s and 1950s that destroyed him, not just with the authorities, but in the hearts of ordinary Americans. Who can imagine an America that is so anti-Russia, eh? Here’s a limerick …

The Trumpeteers, under close scrutiny
make wild accusations of mutiny.
They call into question
the very suggestion
it all smelled a little bit Putin-y.

Ba-dum….

So, we’re left with Ol’ Man River, after all that. Paul Robeson and Ol’ Man River. Basil Moss and Ol’ Man River. Rory Kinnear and Ol’ Man River. The song’s the thing. Kern/Hammerstein (1927) and then a life of its own.

The river in question is the Mississippi, and it’s also the River Jordan. Rivers are wonderful things in songs. Reliably wonderful. I made this river playlist. It doesn’t get much better.

River – Joni Mitchell
River Man – Nick Drake
Ol’ Man River – Paul Robeson
River Deep, Mountain High – Ike & Tina Turner
Moon River – Audrey Hepburn
The River – Bruce Springsteen
River – Dennis Wilson
Find the River – REM
Many Rivers to Cross – Jimmy Cliff
River of Dreams – Billy of Joel
Down to the River to Pray – Alison Krauss
Cry Me a River – Julie London
Cry Me a River – Justin Timberlake
Caught by the River – Doves
I Follow Rivers – Lykke Li
Tales of the Riverbank – The Jam
Red River Shore – Bob Dylan
Let the River Run – Carly Simon
Down a Different River – Super Furry Animals
At the River – Groove Armada
We Used to Think the Freeway Sounded Like a River – Richmond Fontaine
Deep River – Paul Robeson
Drank Live a River – Whiskeytown
Take Me to the River – Al Green

It reminds me, after all that, what we were singing about. Why we sang the songs we sang. That it was about spirit. At the core of the noise we made and the songs we chose to sing, there was spirit. For some, it was, and remains, a holy spirit, for others, it’s the human spirit.

I can imagine that both types of spirit are being sorely tested right now.

I can feel myself winding down. I’ve written most of that in one go, and I’ve lost the route of the river a little.

I wondered last night if any thought was given to singing a hymn. The singing at sing-song was one thing, the singing in the chapel was something else - the wall of noise, best exemplified by Dear Lord and Father of Mankind (hard to imagine a wall of noise over Zoom, though, isn’t it?)

Still, if there’s one musical setting that would ever stand a chance of bringing my faith back, it’s that.

“O Sabbath rest by Galilee,
O calm of hills above,
where Jesus knelt to share with thee
the silence of eternity,
interpreted by love!”

That hymn has it all, the grace, the calm, the stillness, the roar.

How impossible it is to process the world we’re in right now, that eery calm that descended for a couple of months, almost like, in the comfort of our own home, we could imagine it was a voluntary time-out, a welcome period of reflection, now broken by outrage and fury.

Knowing how to live a good life feels harder than ever. We feel powerless and disgusted, we feel guilty for not being furious enough early enough, we feel scared in the short and the long term, we feel cut off from our loved ones, cut off from the innocence of our youthful dreams…

It's the same world, though, the same world.

I’m going to finish by mentioning another lyrical change Robeson made to Ol’ Man River. The original Hammerstein lyric was “There’s an old man called the Mississippi, that’s the old man that I’d like to be, what does he care if the world’s got troubles, what does he care if the land ain’t free”

Robeson changed it to “There’s an old man called the Mississippi, that’s the old man I DON’T like to be …”

Originally, the river’s timeless indifference to the transience of human affairs is seen as a positive. With Robeson’s shift, the river’s character, its self-possession, becomes cruel indifference.

At a time like this, perhaps we can draw our own conclusions and our own resolutions from that.